never learned love

I found out a secret a lie a truth I can't say found out I never been in love I've never learned how to be in love the feeling of butterflies in their stomach they talk about I never felt an ounce of feeling But how do you even learn love how do you even learn to get butterflies in your stomach but when I talk the cold harsh truth I was just bored with my life and came up with a distraction sometimes I think its a curse sometimes I think I've gone crazy everybody around me falling in love but I am just stuck between sobs