Never knowing why

I am at the intersection Of holding on and moving on The choice appears easy But why is it taking so long I provided comfort in her hour of need Together, we laughed and grew Became closest of friends morning and night I helped her win her fight My life crashed, and she abandoned me Stabbing me in the back as she went Leaving me to hold all the pieces And forever asking why It feels like it's taken forever For me to see any light Family and friends were there Holding me tight I know it is time to move on With tears in my eyes, never knowing why I know the future is bright It'll forever hurt, as I take a right onto moving on