NEVER KNOW

My life is hard but whose isn't My mind is a prison, isn't everyone's? I might matter to some, but not all One will think of me as their world Another will think of me holding them back Someone else will think of me as a person who causes trouble But they don't know what I gave truly gone through They don't know that everyday is a struggle They dont know about everything I endured  until I escaped They don't know everything that happened behind closed doors They only know what they will never know how I truly am They will never know That everyday I am fighting to stay alive That everyday I fight the urge to relapse. I am fighting to stay out of my mind I am fighting not to spiral out of control