never good enough

I will never be good enough my life is very rough nobody needs me I will always be alone don't you see I can't help it I wish I would take a hit put the gun against my head I won't care cause I'm already dead I'm not good enough my life is very tough I'm always Sad even when I'm mad I wish I was good enough I wish I could get through this stuff I wish I wasn't paranoid it's feels like I'm always in a void