never falling in love, ever

I find it difficult to wrap my finger around love I can't wrap myself around someone else's's finger It's difficult for me to let someone love me at the moment Surely I have to love myself enough first Then I can let someone else join the phrase It will become a parade thereafter One to truly raid realistically The amount of love I will have for myself That love will enable me to love that certain someone to my full potential Like the amazing lover I know I am I just need to really open my heart Let it all out at long last It will all workout in my favor My fear will forcefully fall