never again

I realized that I get too attached too fast to anyone. I hate this. I just want a normal relationship to my friends, without getting obsessed. And when I say obsessed, I mean obsessed. Not the "who are they following on insta" type, but the "I need to know their every move or they'll leave me". And everytime I get that attached to anyone, I get hurt. Everytime I get hurt, I tell myself that I won't get that attached ever again, and everytime I get attached again. But I swear that if I get hurt by this person, I will never ever get attached to someone again. And I feel like this is happening sooner than I would like it to happen.