Needing

Where am I? Upon this time that be In this insanity Shall this be deemed for me Wanting nothing but serenity Holding on to hope Even when loss is here Of mind and soul My every being Upon this time Let me breathe So soundly Up down all around Chaos bursting at the brim Calculated doom to be For my this time in need Shall I find Hope within chaos Here is to that Wondering if this will help Walking on this path Towards serenity Fighting my way at every moment Shall this be the way Truly is the Battle of jihad Surely we struggle always I am but a human fully flawed Will I overcome what burdens me so I can but hope only Never giving up to let the light flow Bring peace to the heart How? I search for hope Never giving in I'm still here Fighting Needing Wanting I will not give in For I am not alone For the light is with me Allah The one and only He is there for me Blessed be this reality Hope for today, so tomorrow brings joy Never giving in I shall strive always Within the destiny that be's So let me breathe Nice and deeply Waiting for serenity Let life truly be Even within my insanity I truly need hope