Need Clarification

I don't know if there's Something going on... Or if there's really Nothing wrong at all. I can't decide it, I can't understand it fair, But it's sure that I really don't wanna live like this here. I'm not feeling good, I'm feeling numb and meagre, But should I really let these shits Get into anybody's ears? No, I don't want, But things are quite unfair. Either should I get comfortable with the guilt, Or should I find peace in the desolation? Things are getting worse, Everything is clearly unclear. Even when I'm writing it, I'm doubting if it's all clear. Even if it's not, That's what it should be. Cause what could I expect From the broken me? Why am I broken, Or I'm just scratched? These are some of the questions To which I'm attached, That doesn't let me relax. Is it gonna be over? Or will it take more time? Should I convince myself That everything will be fine?