nature's kiss

Alone again no place to call home no one to call friend,Not a shoulder to rest my tiring head, I laid there and bleed,so deep and so red. felt it spread engolphing all the painful thoughts in my head, for a minute I thought I was dead but felt the cold of the air instead,stood up broken and sore from the bathroom floor. looked in the mirror and cried some more, blood shot eyes and scared wrist when will I be able to stop this, the doctor looks pissed, so tired of dealing with this, maybe off a cliff and into the abyss....no sit on the hill side and listen the wind hiss yes there's nothing that feels better than this, let nature offer a kiss, to a lonely soul as this, maybe this instead, better than bleeding red, thank you trees thank you breeze thank you birds and bees all this beauty brought me to my knees made me realize I don't need to leave, for your presence put me at ease.