narcissist

you say I'm the problem but yet you are the one causing It you just want a reaction so I try to keep it together I stay silent so you can't control me you push me until I can't breathe your words kill me you point out that I don't wanna be around or that I'm not happy but do you know that it's because I am dying inside? the only calm I feel is when I'm alone finding solitude in my own presence you hide it in front of others but once they leave it goes back to normal maybe one day you'll change but for now I just know you as narcissistic