Nameless Feeling

Do I find you beautiful? Do I find you attractive? Do I find you perfect? I cannot answer those questions, because even I do not understand the feeling that lives inside me. But one thing I know in the quiet way I see the world, you are perfect in every way. You define the shape of someone my heart seems to look for. Your eyes, your face, your presence… they may not be everything to everyone, but to me there is something there something that catches my soul every single time we meet. Perhaps I sound crazy. Because I know we may never happen in this universe. Maybe we were never meant to belong to each other. Yet it isn’t my fault that sometimes I feel this way. I might leave. I might forget. Days may pass without your name crossing my mind. But the moment our eyes meet again, everything returns to its original place. In a crowd of a thousand people, my eyes search only for you just one glimpse is enough to make me happy. Even the thought of you has a strange way of making my world lighter. It is not love. It is not infatuation. It is simply a feeling I have not yet learned how to name.