Myself

Today I decided to be myself. Not the way you wanted me to be. To be the person I was meant to be. I don't have to hide the true me. I took off the mask. You won't believe the real. I won't push in the dark. I came too far to go back to old me. Likewise, I am building a better me. You mate, think to yourself. That I was just foolish myself. But if you can see what I see. Maybe you will see my heart. I won't turn to someone I am not. This is my true self. Hiding behind regard and doubt. Scared to be me. You put me through the dark so no one to see me. But god told me to walk with the light. Maybe my true self will shine. So I can find my back to reality. I won't live a life with a lie. If I can't be my true self. Then I rather put the mask on. Hide behind the real me. But I made a promise to myself. I won't let anyone take my identification, always. Take me for who I am. That is not good enough for you. That means you are not good enough to see the real me. I won't be behind the scenes. I will be straightforward with myself. That is who I am. The inner me won't be hiding behind doubt. Look in my eyes and see my heart. As you can see, behind the pain and suffering that my past put on me. Now I am here in the fut