MYLOVERJUSTMADEMEMAD"AGAIN"

Do you know how much it hurts that I gave it my all in a relationship and it doesn't even bug you because you never cared .That I died trying but for you it never even started. Lovers like you are what cause men to forget what generosity is, and now you're blaming the dark for almost choking me to death . Is this what love is ,now you're pointing to my forehead with the very same pistol I bought you to defend yourself. It's a migraine to play your mind games because how on earth did I fall in love with a rebel . Slowly deleting the happy memories we had together because it's time I left you on the streets, My mother always told me to value my life before anyone else,that no one should ever take away my freedom of expression, who would have ever thought the one I thought would bring me peace would try to take away my life . My lover just made me mad.... again so I guess it's time I gave her a taste of her own poison . It's time I stopped trying.