My Worst Enemy

I know I have my mothers love, but with all the things I put her through. I know it's hard to love me. I know it's hard to see the good in me but what food do I have in me? My only living brother is disappointed, my father is scared, I became him. I've been faced with trials my whole life yet still I'm not prepared. Save me from myself! Please! Until there's nothing left! Save me from myself, from my low self esteem and crazy dreams and nights of no sleep. Save me from my feelings, feelings of self doubt. Walking with no end, prescription pills and drugs. Fake family and friends. Save me from my demons that walk with me each day. Save me from yesterday, tomorrow and today.