my victory

broken arms , broken feet left, and right I hear defeat. smiling hard but deep down. I'm broken like a Chandler shattered on the ground. I gave my heart to a demon in the beginning it was good but it got worse than it should . he hit me , pushed me and threw away my heart to a junky who has no heart. having low -self esteem ain't make it easy,standing up for myself wasn't easy, getting over him shall wasn't easy but that what life is all about you have to be willing to make mistakes so you be straight when it comes again. no more crying, beating yourself up because he the one who was lying. stood around like a fool thought he wanted me for me but it cool. I'm done with the shaming, waiting, the crying , the lying , cheating, and defining my true self finding my enter beauty and letting it shine like a diamond shining in the light of the sun above the world we live in. i'm tired of being told I'm not good enough for anyone or anything being told I'm not talented or special. being told i'm not capable of showing myself in the light but now look at me. sitting up high with a smile on my face , make friends everyday running track like a beast. and sitting and being me that my victory.