my unknown challenges

I start the day with my mind racing knowing what I have to do today. it the same thing I do every day. I try put a mask so no one sees my pain. I try not to bring people in it unless I have to. the fact of the matter I have so many mental challenges on the daily..I have trust issues my self esteem I'd basically non existing I lack the confidence to do anything. The challenges of not raising my kids yet crying every day with emotional pain because of all the worrying to the most broken of hearts. I have started a new chapter and I hope all the challenges I face will be worth if at night time when I go to sleep waiting for another day.