MY THOUGHTS

after all the hard times and pain I still rejoice in the rain it built strength with in my soul the more I walk by faith I realize I'm not getting old I'm getting experienced and relentless I'm becoming who they said I wouldn't be bad enough all they ever did was blasphemy say blasphemous things about P and still I raised inspite the hurt pain and lies only the creator knows the tears that fell from my eyes my life's been one fucking roller coaster ride then followed by a slip and slide I'm giving my everything with nothing to hide I have no fears I've been getting criticized since I was alive if you can't look me in my eyes I know you not really on my side guess I'm on another slope slipping and sliding but no matter what Im going to keep strivng I'm the truth what they scared to recognize I love to love but all my lovers i picked loved to lie or was just to fly didnt care enough to wipe my eyes talk about trauma on trauma but all honesty this started with my mother and Father a verbal abusive home could quickly turn to violence I guess that's why I never could trust nobody