MY TASKS ARE TO GREAT

with everyday seeming more like the past .my heart's always searching from the memories of the time that's passed .sometimes I feel the urge to give up and say that today might be my last . silent screams suddenly have no audience unrecognizable the signs that have been given . it feels like the last few years I really haven't been living .the faint shadow in the distance becoming less and less aware I reach out to her as I'm passing by drowning in the river . my alarming request for help is loss of the hands of the one you truly love. God please make me stronger cuz my tasks are so painful and so great. I love her from the day we met, till the time of year three times before. I'm left feeling incomplete and crying for her once more I have deep gashes and glimpses of the passes the picture still moving haunt me while I'm awake. God please help me Lord because my tasks are still too great the effect of the growing Shadow I hope is not my fate I'm worried now more than tomorrow as I sit alone trying to deal with my sorrow Id pay it back if only some happiness I can borrow