My subconscious is a liar

When you said all those things it made me want to hide in my dark corner I thought you were the one to trust Nah you made me forget about everyone else How am I supposed to trust listen to anyone when you're yelling in my ear When you blind me with the poison you keep in your heart You said she effing hated me and it's my fault when I did everything right How am I supposed to trust anyone when my subconscious is a liar