My side of this break up

Is this not what you wanted? To be free? Rid of me? Even though I'll be left hurting, Broken and in pieces Because your presence won't light up my day anymore Your words won't get me through the day anymore I won't tell you I love you anymore And you'll never say it back again I always thought I'd have you forever, By my side, being my ember But this happiness didn't last It erupted so fast The memories of you that I have ain't enough Couldn't you have stayed longer ? Let me love you longer? How did your candle dim so fast When mine is still lighting up This hurts so bad And am I just supposed to let you go? Not put up a fight at all You were the only beautiful thing I ever had And now that you're gone I cannot pinpoint what I'm living for...