My side

I want you more than anything and it hurts to know that I am not that person you want in return. It hurts to wake up and you not be the one that's holding me. Then you want to come back and once again I'm still where I've always been, you know this so you take it and use it to your advantage. You come in and like the wind your gone again. And I'm left waiting, waiting for you to talk to me, waiting for you to finally see, waiting for you to give even an ounce of proof that you really care. Instead you breadcrumb me giving me barely enough to sustain in the end I'm left feeling worthless and not enough. Broken hearted again feeling stupid for thinking things could be different feeling stupid for thinking this time you would change and not ghost me once again. You run away making it seem like you didn't feel the intensity of our connection, making it seem like everything was only one sided. In your eyes I'm not worth the risk of trying but in mine you worth more that you deserve to be.