my side

I loved her so much, I had it bad So many moments flashed of a future we could've had But none of it meant anything It was all just nothing a one sided connection one sided affection I poured everything for her I was addicted to her allure And now there's nothing but silence between us Instead of love I'm met with disgust She treated me like trash Now she's just a part of my past I hate everything about her and I still love all the things about her