my secret crush

I loved you so much l even lost a part of me when everyone walked away I stayed ,like your shadow when you cry I stayed to warp your tears I wanted to say it I love you yet I fear you would reject me . because I wouldn't be good enough for you the are days when I only smiled for you , days when I only think about you I again learnt to love you in silence because my love for you was never load I use to wish to only see you , when I wake up ,sleep and when I go to school,I just knew my love for you was deep but my fear of you rejecting me was deeper when you looked at me I wish I can still your eyes so you can only look at me when you held my hands I wanted to steal them but at the end u was never brave enough to do that . I still wish I had said all those words i had I loved you for 3 years not because I was bored but because when everyone laugh you didn't ,you fought for me ,and that sparked something deep in side me . But thank you for giving me a chance to love you quietly. I still love you but right now I want to forget about you because I realized, you are to good to love someone like me . I will forever remember away memories together, because the are the greatest memories. I love you