My s***de letter to my mom

You are an amazing mom. Keep that up for ~~~ and ~~~ (little and older bro). Remeber you aren't fat nor ugly. You are gorgeous just the way you are. God made you perfectly. So don't be insecure. You could wear a bikini and I'd still think your gorgeous. Don't care about what people are thinking of you because they are to busy thinking what other's are thinking of them. I'm sorry I wasn't the pretty, perfect, smart daughter you were hoping for. I should have tried harder for you. Maybe in another life I'll be the pretty, perfect, smart daughter you wanted. I'm so sorry for ruining it for you. I'm so sorry I would disobey you. It was stupid of me. I hope you live a better life now that I'm not annoying you, hurting you, or wasting your money anymore. I love you so, so much. Love, Alexis