My Rage In A Cage

My eyes are open but I can't see The monster's looking back at me I know I'm not dreaming I can't stop My healing i wonder what is the true Meaning to describe how I'm feeling What is it that I'm seeing why can't I Ignore what I'm hearing I choose me For the first time I have never commited A crime it's always been my life on the line There's so much I need to change why Must I carry so much shame it's my time to Shine i'm always the one standing in line When will I have the time like a lion in a Cage why must I feel so much rage I'm Not on a stage is this just a phase life can Change in so many different ways please Turn the next page i really dont do well with Change like a butterfly in the sky what a Time to be alive in the moment I decide Can I really enjoy this ride I'm so sorry I Have lied there's no where else to hide Like a light in the dark I will give you my Heart