my Platonic love

He's the kind of guy that you see in streets the one you Will always speak on the one that you will never see to be with you never in your dreams Would you see yourself with someone like him the rough but handsome Strong But the type that never settles down or has just one girl at a time at least that's what it seems It's the one you stare think it's cute mix or feel butterfly in your stomach a dozen dare to look him in the eyes because . You're scared you might see you staring at him glancing looking up-and-down watching him how he walks how he talks to girls how he holds them how he treats them it's not so bad what am I saying when am I thinking He's gorgeous he's sweet he hardly even speaks he listens And and actually really cares He eats He can notice it he will never notice it but I just cook every time he's here every time he gets here I just want to cook for him cause he enjoys my food and he eats never has nothing bad to say about me I dream about him I' Talk in my sleep my dreams get hot my body gets to sweat what's happened to me why do I desperately want him with me If there's never disrespect how can it be is he same with me never look at me like that His silent hey Google he hardly speaks