my payment

He sure knew what he was doing to me. why break me when I keep fighting these battles alone every day. All I ever did was help him in his time of need, gave him a place to stay, food and even kept helping him with situations that didn't have nothing to do with me. I put my wall down and gave him the last pieces of my heart left. he knew that I needed time to heal but instead insisted on being there for me. when I least expected he did me dirty with the people I have to see everyday. with the woman who I disliked the most. I felt like he did more damage than I have ever felt before. was this his way of paying me back for the unconditional love I gave. not only am I left all alone with no heart left but it's as if stole my soul away. leaving just a dead corpse behind with no way to survive. could this be the end of me. why would he pay me like this.