my pain

I can't pick the pieces I need help no care; They can't see the hurt that I'm feeling the need to bare; They seem to blame me for all the pain on earth; But it ain't my fault that they are alive and dead at birth; I'm tired loving, tired of this pain, I'm crying; Myself to sleep every night, I'm even drying; I killed my feeling long ago; To to let the pain flow; I see my inner demons; They are everywhere reminding I'll never me a freeman; I hate being this way; I wanna go away; Let the future know; I am not filled with woe;