my own private hell...

oh how I miss you,oh how I cry,I can't believe our love was nothing more than a lie. you promised me forever,I promised you the same from days,weeks,months,years even decades had speedily passed us by. My love for you never dwindled, only grew from day to day but yours lost energy and became nothing more than a terrible lie. now close to three years has past and the pain has grown to be unbearable to say the least. I don't want to live another day without you that's why I beg at your feet. Please tell there is someway I can correct my mistakes from the past please tell me there's someway there is still the slightest of chance. I would gladly give the last breath of my lung,the last beat in my heart just to hear you breathe those three words that come straight from the heart. I will never forget your eyes,face,lips smell,touch. I will never forget the true love that we once shared. I will never forget as I live for eternity in my own private hell .