my own judgment

I become what I've always judged. I used to reject behaviors, attitudes, or thoughts, which I now share. Not out of choice, really. Maybe I've changed. Perhaps my way of thinking has worsened, or maybe it's not wrong. Perhaps I've always judged without knowing, or I didn't even need to try to know it wasn't right. I give in without thinking, avoiding facing it. Even feeling repulsed about what I do. I end up repulsing myself.