my one last wish

I blow out the candles and they ask what did you wish for and I say it's bad omen to speak of a wish but to be honest I wished for nothing when I was kid it wasn't that I had everything or that I didn't have stuff that I wanted it was just that my kind was empty growing up it turned into hoping everyone would forget me and maybe just maybe I could push on for just one more day just one more.. now i wish for the reaper to take me away I know I'm not going to heaven I know the hell is calling me so my last wish on this earth is for everyone to FORGIVE AND FORGET not for my sake but your's with all the love I can master Lu