My obsession

How do i explain this. This twisted and sickening hunger, that suffocates me in your shadow. I drown in your scent. My heart beats to the blink of your eyes, and when you look away, it forbids to beat. You have possessed my consciousness. I try to think of words yet it is as if my brain is only programed to think of you, i smell you everywhere, i taste you on my tongue after brushing my teeth, your touch is burned into every part of my being. When you are missing from me, i cannot considerate on any task, my soul bleeds and screams to feel your presence. I go mad when i don't feel your gaze burning into me. The air feels poisonous, like a taunting suffocation, gripping my throat and refusing to let me breath until the air is filled with your scent. Everywhere feels empty without your presence, a cruel purgatory, forcing me to look in every direction, hoping to get a glimpse of you. My body burns without your touch. My soul burns without you. You are my obsession. You are my drug. You are the blood in my veins. The voice in my head. The air in my lungs. The beat of my heart. The essence of my soul. You. And only you.