My new experience of feels

When I take off all my clothes and embrace naturism, Learning to love my gender and body by experience, More confidence, no clothes pressing on my self esteem, Multiple reasoning in mind, but became a baby at heart's feels. Mood swings and gender dysphoria went on a vacation, But my overthinking mind keeps pulling them back, Why am I denying myself pleasure and good sensation? Probably because I don't take my life easy in its track. But my mind is ultra clear, I feel every inch of my body, Learning to appreciate my good, instead of pulling me down, Doing self care, sensually feeling my birthday suit slowly, Regaining my innocence which I lost due to views that I own.