My Name is...

It's quite ironic how My name means blooming and light It's often associated with spring and pastels However if you know me You'd know I am the opposite I'm the leaves falling from trees and shadows I'm associated with Fall and darks How is it my name means this But I'm more that It zigs I zag My name is the start of life and spring I love the end of life and fall I don't like watching flowers bloom I like watching them slowly lose their color So how is it My name means light and spring But I am the opposite