my mind reels.

my mind is reeling and it won't stop scattered as it is it will forever drop. Drop in the same bottle i've put my negative feelings put the lid on tight and let me navigate my givings to the realm of 'have to forget' because stress envelops me it engulfs my being whole so why not cling on blind hope now, than to manipulate myself into saying 'fuck it' and letting it all get a ride.