My mind

My mind always put me in a place I don't want to be. Please take me to the time I never wanted to be, if I could erase that moment when I didn't have control of my life. Maybe life will be easy. But I was blending with all these natives around me. What saved me was my heart. I never gave up on me. My mind has me to that day I lost myself. But my heart won't let me forget the pain because my mind plays with it like a drama show. Then I searched my heart to see if I was feeling. But it was only pain from my past. The only way to save me is to let go. I don't know how to move forward with this feeling. Maybe my mind will show me. Or perhaps I followed my heart. I don't know what to listen to first. My heart just broke, my Trust. My mind won't let me forget.