my mind

The mind is crazy things. It took me to a whole new place . Something I never thought I would think about. I was, a feeling came over me. The feeling warmed in my heart. Because it is like trying, I had a little sign of peace. Don't give me wrong, I love my men. But they time I feel a lonely. Because when I need to talk, you push me aside. So you can have the same feeling. But I hold on with hope . That you will change . But change doesn't come with batteries. I am overflowing with motion and feeling. But I have to put that all aside to stay on track. With a clear mind and soul. I know one second choice. Is it me or not? Nothing. I won't be trapped with my feelings. Because you want to play mind games with me . I won't move in life . The path is changing, so my mind of thoughts. I want to feel like a woman. You make me feel like I am not good enough to let go and give me your own. So now the road got a little bounced. I know I changed the course a little. I need to see you . Make that change to save us. But my mind told me to change the course of time. My mind is playing with my motions. Now I have to decide where do I want to go. Two different road trips. It only one of me .