My mind

I sit here with all this pain, It holds me down like a chain. I am slowly losing what I knew as myself, Maybe let me put my feelings on this bookshelf? Will I ever be able to feel whole again? Or will I continue to feel this pain? My head is so full of echos, That gate will never close. Pulling out my hair is never enough to satisfy how I feel, I wish I had the seal. The seal to all my feelings as to never feel this pain, But it hits me like an old man's cane. Life would be easier without sadness, The sadness sends me into madness. I can't escape the oncoming doom, All it does it loom. The dark cloud over my head, sending raindrops down over my eyes, Happiness is all lies. No one will understand my mind, Mainly because my thoughts are anything but kind. Can someone come save me, Please bring a key. Im trapped in this awful place called my mind, I am turning blind. Maybe this is the end of my days, My head is a maize. All I would like to do is sleep, Instead of sit here and weep.