my love for love

I don't know what has to change But I know I can't stay the same I'll lie constantly about how I'm okay I'm not allowed to be the one in pain Love you torture me so much I'd do anything just to feel your touch Tell me what I have to do to be enough I'm liked but I'll never be loved I'm just a shade of what I once was Maybe it's just time that i give up I'd rather be numb to everything and not feel a thing This pain I can barely bear it but I'll try Is there anyone who can hear me cry? Oh my love for love, do me a favour and just die