My life.

He was my life who led me to live, love and leap. He never knew what he meant to me Cuz I didn't sense it indeed I was dumb, stupid too, cuz boy was I in love with a guy who won't dare look at me.. Or he did.. That was the reason he made me fall so hard. So hard that I ended me, but only for him was I dumb.. But there he was making out with her in the glistening sun.. We were forbidden, perhaps non-existent.. But I wanted him in any way possible.. We were close.. But he started hating me with his heart, soul, and whatever I loved from within me. it's his birthday tomorrow, and he'll spend it with her, whose fingers he's wrapped around.. And well congrats to him cuz well 28 years of just existing.. Idk who reads this but could you please help.. could you comment or just like to tell me if I should wish him happy birthday or no please..?