My life

Life is like my biggest nightmare when nobody cares about the things I fear. I just have no choice but to fill myself up with layers and then finally explode the things I can't hold. I just let my heart fold like a piece of paper. It makes me want to end things quicker. The pain that I feel can only come out when everyone is sleep. It's the only time I can cry. I just don't want anyone to see me cry like am now.