my life

when i was 3months old my real father got arrested for r*pe and my grandma said my uncle and he's wife should take care of me and they did then i we was a happy family until my uncle wife child got pregnant and there was gehano born then they toke him also in i hated him so much until i realized he's now my brother and i must take care of him so i still didn't like him but when he's mother and father come take him to spend time with him then i realized I miss him so few years went by until it hit 2019 i think my grandma passed away them my life started to fell apart then my uncle's wife feel sick after a year she passed away to my uncle what i call father now he got three strokes can't really talk they cut he's leg also off then my brother when with he's real parents and they don't like me and I'm so alone inside i need a hand😭