my life

Well what I'm dealing with is I meet someone about 2 months ago and I know that she had a friend that just up and left her and she was not over him and just a couple days ago she told me that she wanted to see if it will work with him but she lives with me cuz she has no we're to go but yes crazy but it's the the first or the second time Ive delth with something like this so I'm use to it Yes I know this but kinda still in love with her cuz she was the one that saved me from killing my self and getting me out of my marriage that's was bad I'm the one that saved her when the guy she wants to be with left and came back around she was at the lowest point in her life as well so me just saying it's ok for her to do it makes me happy for her even tho it hurts me see i believe in letting people go be happy no matter what if it hurts me or not