My life

right now, I'm living my life like I'm in an organic chemistry class I find it boring, I'm completely uninterested and to crown the top it is hard but still I must excel for my parents I live life like it is a composory course that I was literally forced to register in and now due to the flow I find myself fighting a battle which is not mine but still I partake due to my pride Like every chemistry class, I'm sleepy and I'm trying to find ways to sleep eternally for I've searched but I still don't see the need in offering this course but failure is still not an option Atleast not for now, for when the reasons I'm sacrifying myself for disappear, I will do same and we will finally take the course of my choice, the one of eternal slumber and no more remorse