My Last Thread

I'm hanging on on my last thread asking myself is this my end? should I call my friend? I sit drowning in tears can I tell them my fears? I've been like this for years should i just end it here? why I'm I still here? why do I feel this way one wrong step and I'll sway sway into temptations no delay I hope this isnt my fate i really dont want to fade I have no reason to fight this might just be my last sight sometimes i long for a long hug I know u thought i was a thug tell me it will be fine that it all takes time give me a chance to cry cry while you hold me so tight But this problem its mine i just need to find a way to.......