My impatience for myself

I don't wish they loved me as much as I loved them I wish I loved me as much as I loved them Even more than that Cause how could I give them something that I can't give myself? It doesn't make any sense I should be giving myself more It feels like I'm failing myself Failing to see me the way I see them Why am I so hard on myself? Perhaps I don't love myself as much as I thought I did I'm probably thinking there's nothing to love about me When I'm literally the best I can be