My hope in you is fading

I never thought I'd write this The bliss, the dreams of us sharing our first kiss All of this feels like it has faded Thinking about you non stop and not seeing you in person makes me feel so jaded I never should've left, should've left a sign Sign that my love for you is not a job I can resign I feel so attached to you and I don't know It may not be "Ishq wala love" but I can't seem to let you go The distance, us being away, my feelings for you they just grow and grow And before I realised it, you changed my world completely I still have a little hope left that we're meant to be However, it's dimming day by day And I don't know what to say My fear of getting married to another man is increasing And trust me you not calling me once is not pleasing My heart feels sad all the time and I have everything But our memories rush back whenever I sing I can write about you all day and never get tired I can talk about you all day and never get tired But who is there to listen that long? Why does my heart make me feel like we belong? With each other? We look good together?