My Honest Poem

I was born on December 13,2005. I hear that makes me a Sagittarius. I am 5’7, with life ahead of me. I’m a sucker for a guy with a love for animals and loves to be himself around me. I’m still learning how to deal with my anger and stress, work on healing myself from the pain growing up has caused but i'm also learning how to love. I’m often antisocial I’m often to myself, like a hider just seen but not heard. I like poetry, and sleeping in a lot. I’ve been told that if you don't try, you won't get nowhere People say that i'm quiet, its my childhood, I don't like to speak up People say that I'm smart but I don't see that, I don't even think that. Secretly, I just wish I could disappear without a trace and that no one would remember me. I have this odd fascination with what would happen if I wasn't here, would it be different. I assume it’s because of my anxiety and depression that all connected from growing up. I know it sounds crazy, but poetry and music is my escape from my emotions. And to be honest, I have my ups and downs, but I still feel empty I know this sounds weird, but sometimes I wonder who I am. I wonder why I had to be here. I’m afraid that one day I may take my own life, and leave everyone