My heart is bleeding tears

Ugly, the name that they all call me A freak is what they see Contagious is what they all agree but to be my friend, no one wants to be I have a name, my name is Anth I was born special, with a hunchback on my body when I cough, I cough out badly but if you were to know me you'll know that I am friendly In school, nobody wants to sit with me but I'm used to it, I'm used to being lonely Like every other girls, i look at cute boys too I like boys who are in the army But nobody seems to care nobody wants to hear about my affair I sit alone everyday in despair all I could do is stare into the cold thin air I seem to be the person whom everyone fears not only my schoolmates, but even my teachers It hurts me deep, having no one to hear at home, nobody knows that my heart is bleeding tears