MY HEART ACHES

I'm sorry If I did it wrong I never cared for you at all all I ever said is that I love you but I don't think you ever understood I know that you are swamped with commitments but what I never did was to commit my self communication is the only option but the person to Communicate to doesn't give you an option you said your last words today but you didn't get to here words from me that day my heart is aching for your presence but I can't put my final words so mark me absent so stupid yet so shy I just Don't want you to see me cry my heart is aching for your presence yet I hoped to be your only present I failed to be your comfort zone I think it's better to be on your own I just wanted to be loved I think I exceeded the spark now the sweetness became bitter just waiting for you to become better I know I lost the chance giving you all the promises and feeding you sweet words I showed you all my strength and weakness not knowing without your presence I'll turn weak and laugh less I did all the things wrong only then I should have known they say choices have consequences I think that should conquer my sense